sometimes you may be able to find that someone; that best friend or lover that makes you complete. and other times you may be left wondering why missing out on that certain someone really did impact on your life.
well to be honest, the feeling inside of me at this very moment in time is unreal. i've been lucky enough to find a best friend and a lover. the best friend hayley, speaks for itself. she's amazing and with her i've never had so much fun in my life. although to others we may not make sense, it doesn't matter because we can understand each other.
the lover though. words cannot describe the way i feel. i thought that my life would change in the slightest way because i met you, but right now, my life will never be the same. i know you tell me no tears, but there is no other way that my body can react (in a good way) to notice how lucky i am. you are the sweetest thing ever and nothing can take me away from you, or you away from me.
now that you are 2,395 kilometres away from me, i can't bear the pain. everyday i wake up to that photo of you and me and although it will forever remain in my brain that on thursday, you will be here, right now i'm without you. every second, every minute and every hour of every day, i'm left feeling empty, because when i come home, you aren't there. i drive past my barbie house knowing you aren't there. and everytime i hear those songs on the radio, i can't help but cry. i know everything will be better on thursday, but for now;
i'm here without you baby
but you're still on my lonely mind
i think about you baby
and i dream about you all the time
im here without you baby
but you're still with me in my dreams
and tonight, its only you and me.
