the missing piece

a jigsaw puzzle whether it be 150 pieces, 300 pieces or 1000 pieces, relies on all pieces to be present in order to be completed. one piece missing and the whole time spent arranging the pieces is wasted. sometimes you may be lucky enough to find the missing piece/s on the floor or on top of the puzzle disgusing itself. and other times you may be left to wonder how awesome that puzzle could/should/would have been. this is quite frankly the story of everyones life.

sometimes you may be able to find that someone; that best friend or lover that makes you complete. and other times you may be left wondering why missing out on that certain someone really did impact on your life.

well to be honest, the feeling inside of me at this very moment in time is unreal. i've been lucky enough to find a best friend and a lover. the best friend hayley, speaks for itself. she's amazing and with her i've never had so much fun in my life. although to others we may not make sense, it doesn't matter because we can understand each other.

the lover though. words cannot describe the way i feel. i thought that my life would change in the slightest way because i met you, but right now, my life will never be the same. i know you tell me no tears, but there is no other way that my body can react (in a good way) to notice how lucky i am. you are the sweetest thing ever and nothing can take me away from you, or you away from me.

now that you are 2,395 kilometres away from me, i can't bear the pain. everyday i wake up to that photo of you and me and although it will forever remain in my brain that on thursday, you will be here, right now i'm without you. every second, every minute and every hour of every day, i'm left feeling empty, because when i come home, you aren't there. i drive past my barbie house knowing you aren't there. and everytime i hear those songs on the radio, i can't help but cry. i know everything will be better on thursday, but for now;

i'm here without you baby

but you're still on my lonely mind

i think about you baby

and i dream about you all the time

im here without you baby

but you're still with me in my dreams

and tonight, its only you and me.

todays proceeding

so today was a good but a bad day.
our school found out captaincies for 2010. I was selected as house captain for rieti (red). Congratulations to all the girls who gained leadership team positions for 2010, you all deserve it. However I'm left with an empty feeling. There are so many girls who applied who weren't selected. I feel terrible that they didn't get a position. I'd just like all the girls who didnt get a position to know that you guys have put in as equal an effort as any other leader in the school. Our grade is fantastic and our leadership is phenominal. Please don't get sad about not getting this position. Keep participating and do just a good job as the leadership team will do. You are the donkey's as ms b said. so keep up the hard work and strive to be the best year 12 class of 2010 ever.

i bust the windows out ya car,

so good news everyone,.
i am left handed, heck yes. im skilled. my mum thought it was hilarious and started laughing. so from my feet up to my head everything is left handed, however, when i write, i'm right handed.
when i throw something. i feel better on my right side, but i can do it on the left side equally as good. so heres what it comes down to. Mrs Nuttal. my grade one teacher, who taught me to write right handed. i lied to her about being right handed, so she taught me to write right handed. baha how funny. (: i was such a smart arse in grade one. still am, but that is beside the point.

" what happened to andre? "
(tim gunn p.r)

holla at ya boy

just to let you know

just to let you know. i don't blog just to bitch about people at work. its just this feeling that you get, when all your emotions add up and drive you insane. this just seems the place for me to do it. i'm a happy, bright, bubbly person. who laughs at everything including myself. i felt like a bit of a douche reading this blog to my manager, whom i must say was thinking i was a bit of a tool. but these blogs aren't about who i am. i mean seriously i was never going to front myself up to a customer and say that you need to pay a surcharge blah blah. i would never do that. even if my life was on the line. becuase im genuinely nice. im a lovely person. who just cannot keep her emotions inside any longer.
love chuu
holler at cha boy
(tim gunn)

so what's the fuss?

okay, work today was awesome. not only did i see leigh buchanan from project runway australia at work today, but I won 3 speed tests on my iphone. GO IPHONE 3GS. so anyways, i'm going to movieworld on tuesday with work, its going to be hell fun. Crew trainer rally, heck yes. I say that way too much. Then I have work the next day, and the day after that I am going to Southbank baby. One thing though. My iphone is being a real shit head with battery. It keeps running out of battery and I hate it. I'm sick of charging it everyday and every night. I'm off. Bye bloggers

yesterday's troubles

Today has taught me something.
Not only have i encountered the many issues of dust and peoples insecurities with dust, but i have discovered that "some people" get frightened or shy away becuase of yesterdays troubles. Thus why i named this blog yesterday's troubles. Ever had a day where you just feel like a dried up leaf, being crunched by a 50tonne truc? I defininately have, and hate it when it happens to me or someone close to me. Well as many people say you can't change the past or perfectly predict the future. But you can dwell on your memories and yesterday's troubles. I watched my grade seven powerpoint this morning. I just remember being carefree, troublesome and young,free and stupid in the schoolgrounds. Suprisingly today actually turned out a better day than i predicted after watching this video. All the people at work were wonderful. Customers actually decided they wanted to take the right order from me and not walk away with someone elses meal. They smiled. They actually smiled and had a good attitude towards our staff. Now I don't know whether you know how it feels when you're having an absolute bad day, and you just seem to be getting all the sh**ty and pissed off customers. I had one complaint today. and as a front counter manager, handled it well (not cocky at all) as the customer made it easier by just being nice. Unfortunately my day did go downhill a little before I left. I had to perform an SOC (station observation checklist) on a young boy who was working on fries. Not only did he not know the order of the vats or how to put fries into the station, he didn't even know how to pour oil into the vats. Unfortunately, i HAD to fail him. You simply can't pass with such little knowledge. I felt sorry for the poor guy. He hadn't been taught any of this stuff, and it wasn't his fault that he was going to fail. So the poor dude has to spend a while of tomorrow's shift with me as I retrain him on fries. Anyways, as I was saying why do we all worry about yesterday's troubles? Let's just continue on with life. Live to the fullest and stop worrying. It's going to make you feel worse.

Quote of the day : "If you were white you'd be blushing"
Lyric of the day: " Ice-cream is going to save the day!"